fabulous story! I loved how plotty it was and enjoyed all the action; in the meantime, you didn't let us down on the romance or character development. I particularly enjoyed the dream sequences with Kharoush, and John slowly coming around to the idea of becoming a host, even as he comes around to liking, appreciating, and finally loving Rodney. I liked that becoming a host was a step up for John in this AU, something that would improve his lot in life. The way John got his symbiote was very believable, since I don't see John voluntarily *becoming* a host (he's so private), but can buy him becoming reconciled to it once it's a fact and he gets to know his symbiote. Really gripping reading. I enjoyed the story immensely, thank you!