Oh this was a lovely dose of angst and hurt. I love John's confusion and the merging of the past and the present and how it's really messed him up. I love that i had the team saving him and Rodney was wonderfully snarky as usual! And the Morlans - great comparison to Afghanistan. My favourite stories are the ones that focus on John's backstory. Just what i needed on a cold December evening. Thank you!!! I love it!